I ended up staying in my uncles last night, as they didn't get in until late.
Myself and James woke up at 12pm, my little cousin was in and out of the room playing with his toys, so we decided to get up because Ireland is set to play at 2pm and I want to get home to see it.
My uncle dropped us off to my house, and then myself and dad dropped James home.
As soon as we got back home, Ireland scored a goal in the start of the match, so as you can imagine there was a lot of cheering out of us and our neighbours.
Unfortunately we didn't win the match, but I have to say the lads played well.
After the match I worked on a new blog post, my top 5 back packs.
I just wanted to keep myself busy so I wouldn't get myself worked up about my trip to college tomorrow.
When I finished my post I went up to my room and watched the first Captain America, it was actually amazing. I ended up watching the second movie straight after the first one was over.
My mam walked into my room crying, she told me my cousins husband died suddenly this afternoon, I was in such shock. I ended up out in my garden crying because I didn't want anyone to see me, I just can't believe it.
It has just been devastating news after devastating news. I didn't even know what to do, like what could I do. I feel terrible for my cousin and her 2 kids.
I went back to my room and changed my bed clothes, again trying to stay busy.
I lay in my bed and continued to watch the movie, although I kept zoning out, just thinking about how my cousin must be feeling right now.
When the movie was over I had a bath and then got straight into bed. I watched half of the 3rd Captain America movie before I fell asleep.
It was a good day up until the end, but I know its all part of life, but still I feel like he was robbed of his future, and he won't be able to watch his kids grow up. O.K I'm going to stop talking about it now, I just can't write any more.
Thank you for reading.
Love,
Tanya
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