Road To Recovery Day 13: Torrential Rain & A Productive Afternoon

There is nothing better than waking up on a Sunday morning knowing you don't have to go to college the next day!

I used to HATE Sunday's just because of college. Now they are amazing, I get to go out with my family for coffee and actually enjoy myself.

I woke up just before 12, had breakfast and watched some Youtube videos. I knew we would be going out for our usual Sunday coffee, so I got dressed early instead on lounging around in my pajamas. 

We all got into the car and headed into town, we went to Marks & Spencers for our coffee. Instead of getting my usual iced coffee I decided to get a regular mocha. Myself and James shared a toasted cheese sandwich, because I wasn't in the mood for a full one, i was still stuffed from my breakfast.

I went into the food hall to pick up some fruit for the week, M&S can be expensive for their fruit but it all looks so nice, better than other supermarkets.

We didn't stay out long because the weather was getting pretty bad and my mam forgot she left clothes on the line in the garden, typical.
As much as I would love my summer to be warm and sunny, I can't help but love when there is torrential rain, well when I am indoors of course.

When I got home I decided to set up my camera and take pictures for a new blog post, probably wasn't the best idea considering the dark rain clouds made it almost impossible to get a good picture using natural light. I spent the guts of 2-3 hours taking the pictures, but it all turned out good in the end.

Later in the evening we dropped James home because he had to get ready for work on Monday. When I got home I sat in the sitting room editing the pictures for the blog post.

I was starting to get pretty tired so I went up and chilled in my room, I done some more blog work and watched The Vampire Diaries.
My friends Amy and Dani texted me saying they might pop in tomorrow, so I'm looking forward to having a little catch up and to chat about a few collaborations.

Today was a good day, I enjoyed going out with my parents and not having the stress and anxiety of having to go to college the next day.
I found it weird though, I feel like it hasn't hit me that I'm finished yet, probably because I still have to hand work up at the end of the summer.

Sitting here writing this post I actually got a wave of panic in my chest and I don't even know why. I feel like I definitely still have a long way to go before I can get back to normal, but I am determined to over come this obstacle and to change my life for the better. I promised myself I wouldn't let this be the rest of my life, you only live once, so enjoy it!

Thank you for reading.

Love,

Tanya

xxx