Thankfully the pain in my back was gone when I woke up this morning, but my legs still hurt, I will survive!
Today I woke up a little later, but I didn't mind too much. I had my breakfast and jumped straight into some work.
It's amazing, I've been working on my blog for about a month now and already I notice a difference in my mood. I feel a lot more positive and genuinely happy!
The fact that I have been focusing my attention on doing things I love has helped me to push past college and how it made me feel.
Today is pretty much going to be my usual Friday, I will be meeting James in town for a coffee and he will most likely stay in mine.
Although I love our routines, I feel like I need to push myself to do different things (I have probably said this before!).
The book I read last night is actually a book on anxiety, it helps the reader to understand their anxiety and how to take steps to overcome it. One of the steps was to push yourself out of your comfort zone and do something different, basically trying to be spontaneous.
I honestly can't remember the last time I was spontaneous. When I was younger I would do things in the spur of the moment, but now, now I have to plan in advance.
To be honest I hate planning occasions, for example a night out, planning makes you excited about going out and you have all these expectations on how it will go and it never goes as plan. Whereas when you do something in the spur of the moment they always end up more fun! (I hope that makes sense)
I miss being spontaneous, so hopefully I can start getting back to that old me, taking baby steps of course, ha ha don't want to shock myself!
What is your opinion, do you like to be spontaneous? or do you prefer to plan?
Today's post wasn't much of an update, more like a little chat. I just thought it would be nice to change it up a little bit. Basically today was pretty much the same as every other Friday.
I do feel good though, I love taking a step back and just looking at the bigger picture, asking how I'm feeling, do I seem different?
And my answer is yes, I have noticed things that have changed since I left college.
I have begun to take pride in my appearance again, something that I really lost when I was in college. I barely ever done my make up, even on weekends I just wasn't bothered!
I would wear the same 3-4 outfits and I would never mix it up or even try!
But now, now I'm thinking of new looks I could try, and it feels amazing to be back to that already!
I'm happy, and to be honest it is about time!
Thank you for reading.
Love,
Tanya
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