The first day of my road to recovery and already I slept in, what a great start hmm!
Although I slept in until early afternoon, I decided to put it behind me and jump straight into the day, well not before I have breakfast and watch the new episode of Scream!
It actually felt great to be able to get up have my breakfast and watch TV, without the feeling of guilt or anxiety about all the work I should of been doing!
The heat in Ireland today was incredible and lets be honest very rare!
I decided to take full advantage of the fab weather and sat out in the garden with a book, this didn't last very long!
I'm honestly not used to the heat and I couldn't sit out for more than 10 minutes!
After escaping the heat I decided to get dolled up, something I haven't been able to do in a while, you know that saying "When you look good, you feel good".
Hair washed, make-up done, now time to find something to wear.......disaster!
I pulled out all my summer clothes I owned, but because of my weight gain nothing fit! The struggle is real!
So I stuck on my trusty pair of flare jeans and my sleeveless plaid shirt.
After my war with my wardrobe I went into town to meet my boyfriend for coffee.
Walking into town, I thought I was going to pass out, jeans in that heat wasn't the best call!.
Iced Mocha....yaaassss
Our usual 10-20 minute coffee break turned into 2 hours and 2 iced mocha's!
We had met a friend of ours in the coffee shop and got into a good hearty conversation about TV shows and movies. It actually was so much fun, I was in no rush to get home to do work so I enjoyed every minute of it!.
And here I am writing this post while munching on a lovely vegetable stir fry, yes I lost the war with my closet and have decided it is now time I get my weight back down. Now that I have the time I can actually start to cook proper meals!
All in all today was a good day with no anxiety attacks thank god!
Thank you for reading,
Tanya
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